Saturday, April 18, 2015

Ideas Ideas.

So my friend and I were talking about Five Nights at Freddy's (FNAF) and we came up with a game. You need a room with two doors and you'd assign a nightgaurd and animatronics. Nightgaurd stays in the room with a flashlight and can close the doors while the anamatronics try to sneak in. You have to set up your own time needed to 'survive the night shift'
So I'm in Gifted and Talented for reading at school and I mentioned that I was writing more on Wattpad a bit. I ended up explaining what it was and now my G.T. teacher wants me to bring it in and show her. I love my writing but I'm scared to show her... But I'm stuck doing it anyway so as Christenarium says quite often "Balls to it" hopefully I wont be too embarassed.

I have a lot of random ideas. I recently finished a story too. So yay. Ideas ideas. 


Advice I felt like posting.

So... here's a bit of... Advice? Well, whatever: It is never selfish to put your morals before others pleasure. If they were true friends they wouldn't make you choose between them.


Philosophy of mine: What is tommorow if all that is left of today are the tears of yesterday?
Moral of philosophy: Don't live in the past, if you do you'll be stuck in a never ending cycle of pain and regret. Solve problems as they arise and live life like you want to. Don't dwell on regret.

I should stick to America. Or just out of relationships.

I'm really not good with other countries. It never seems to work out when I'm involved in any way. Or maybe that's just relationships in general. It normaly goes great if I´m just giving advice but if I'm personally involved it's doomed.

A friend of mine, S, (she'd be ticked if I used her real name) had an online boyfriend and we 3 had a skype chat. Later that night S thinks her boyfriend likes me more. Ugh. Later on they broke up. He was from Canada. I have nothing against Canada, it just didn't work.

At one point I had S and a guy who liked her get together and that only ended in hatred of the guy and bad memories. He was from our town.

Another internet boyfriend experience. I had a canadian online boyfriend. It went well for a while before he started asking for nudes and I told him to fuck off. Yeah. The truth was unveiled.

This next one is yet another internet boyfriend expierience, this one is more understandable. He is from Scottland. I asked him out and it went well but he figured it would be best to break up. We did, we're still friends. Although later he admits he thought he loved me when in reality he still has feelings for someone he lost years ago. Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad. That's really sweet in fact. I just hope he doesn't get hurt.
I choose not to go further on that or into other relationships of mine.
I give advice and help like a boss, if I dont get involved. It's the therapist in me, I swear.